Triggers are supposed to fade after a while. But i was still standing there in the public bathroom of the shopping mall with my trousers all wet, waiting for them to dry. With a lot of time to think about my situation i wondered what had gone wrong! For many years i had played along with erotic hypnosis and enjoyed sessions with many hypnotists. I loved to explore new fantasies and exotic fetishes, always with the erotic kick of my submissive sexuality, combined with the curiosity of the science involved.
The triggers always fade. Sometimes it takes weeks, sometimes a month, but they fade. This one trigger continues to come back at the strangest moments….like when i see breasts or cleavage. i have to pee. Very simple. I love the idea of giving up control when i submit and have Domina Shelle install that trigger. We have had a lot of fun playing with it for a while. Then i moved on towards other interests, other fantasies and also other hypnotists and forgot about it. The trigger faded and vanished, as usual.
Then a few weeks ago i came back into action. First slowly. i started to feel a little pressure building instead of getting aroused when my attention was directed to a nice pair of boobs. i didn’t think of the trigger at all, but i had to end a conversation and rush to the bathroom to pee. i still thought it was a coincidence. Bladder, tea and herbs could be an explanation. And indeed it helped, at first. But the effect of the tea faded while the nasty trigger visited me more often.
When I consulted my doctor she checked for hidden infections. When she found nothing she asked a lot of questions to investigate the root cause: the time of day, my stress level, my drinking behavior and if there are special circumstances when it happens. I started to blush and stammer as i suddenly remembered my hypnotic conditioning. She leaned forward and said, “I know it might be a disturbing situation at your age but I need to check for a possible psychological explanation.”
I didn’t hear what she said as her gown had opened up a little and my eyes immediately wandered to the softness of her cleavage and the curves of her breasts that formed lovely voluptuous packages under the fabric of her clothes. A warm feeling and the urgent need to pee was my price to pay. “May i please use the bathroom, Ma’am,” i asked in a submissive tone and added while rushing out “right now!” When i came back i could hardly hide a little wet spot in the front of my crouch and apologized. “i am so sorry.” The look on my doctor’s face was concerned and amused at the same time/ “You asked so nicely but next time you should wait until i grant you permission.”
She recommended bladder training and the use of adult diapers during the training to avoid any accidents. “During the training you have to drink a lot of liquids and try to hold it in as long as you can. Also measure the urine quantity and write it down together with the times you have to urinate. You also might
consider consulting a clinical hypnotist as hypnosis is very efficient to control
unconscious body functions.” She was so right. i was in full agreement. So we
agreed to make a follow up appointment within one month. She gave me a list of
clinical hypnotists. But i already knew which hypnotist i needed to contact.
Part 2
“Well, look at you! Is my lost puppy coming home? Does my stray pet remember that it needs its Owner? They always come back, you know,” Domina Shelle greeted me in Her sweet, wicked way that i loved so much and wondered for a second why we drifted apart. “My Domina,” i began my well prepared speech. And it appeared so natural for me to call Her Domina, again. “i think that i am having difficulties with a trigger that You installed a long time ago and i wonder if you can please help.”
For the next 30 minutes i told Her everything about my new predicament: how female breasts started again to trigger my urge to pee and how it got worse, to the point that i couldn’t control myself with My visit to the mall. i explained about the visit to my doctor and her recommendation for bladder training and clinical hypnosis. To survive the next week until the bladder training and hypnosis takes effect my doctor recommended buying some adult diapers. i was a little ashamed when i went to the drugstore and couldn’t find the diapers. i had to ask the lady that i needed adult diapers for my aunt.
She was very helpful and friendly but my urge to pee started immediately when I recognized her beautiful breasts jiggling so tempting under her blouse. When she handed me the diapers the first little jet hit my pants. i tried to pinch and tense my muscles and concentrate to avoid an accident. As she realized that i was locked in place and could not walk due to my struggle she turned around and asked if I would need further assistance. Her smile and the swaying of her breasts did the rest. The flow started to stain my trousers. “Your aunty?”she giggled. “Maybe your aunty can help you with some potty training!” “She mocked me in a friendly tone. I dropped the giapers in shame and flew out of the store seeking the restroom at the mall where I cleaned and dried myself. Back home I contacted You, My Domina, for your hypnotic expertise.”
Princess Shelle suppressed giggles through my story, sometimes bursting out with an “Oh poor pet” here and an “I am so sorry” there just to start giggling again. When I finished, she needed to stop laughing and return to a helpful, understanding attitude. “Did you get the diapers, My pet?” she asked. “No, I did not dare to return to the store after the incident” I replied.
“It was the right decision to come to Me, pet, and I will help you to deal with your predicament. I do have a lot of clinical hypnosis training, and in a Domina-slave relationship hypnosis can be very effective, Therefore we will have to bring you back into deep submission to Me for the duration of the therapy. -Are you o.k. with that,My pet?” Not only did I totally agree but actually started to crave it. “It’s not usual that a trigger comes back so powerfully like this. There is something else behind it. Maybe a deep desire to serve Me again and submit to Me? Maybe your subconscious mind activated the trigger to bring you back to Me, where you belong. Well, we will find out together.”
Her voice was already hypnotizing me. Maybe she was right. Probably it was already a cure to just be back and submit to Her, again. I listened as she continued. “I already have an idea how to approach this condition, but it would require you to visit Me two or three times a week. you will need to Mantra and listen daily to specific hypnosis files I will require. I will explain everything to you soon, but first you need to sign the therapy and consultant contract. Of course, I will not charge the customary rates of an erotic hypnotist but only the moderate rates for clinical hypnosis.” I liked the idea of seeing Her regularly again and agreed immediately!
She continued, “Today I will hypnotize you in person and prepare you for the therapy but your subconscious mind has to work as well. you need to figure out on your own what happened and bring to the surface why this trigger is so important to you that it was so powerfully reactivated. Therefore, the file you have to listen to every day is the same file that installed the trigger in the first place. Do you trust Me, My subject? Do you want to be hypnotized by your Therapist?”
“Yes, Domina” was my immediate response. “Then after three days you will come back again and I hypnotize you further to help you in this process and readjust your malleable mind. Now lie down on My white leather couch and relax while I start to hypnotize you.
When I woke up from trance I felt refreshed and it took me a while to remember where I was. Full of fear I looked at my pants but luckily everything was dry!
Domina was gone but had left a note on the couch for me: “My pet, I was really happy to see you again. I had missed you. Know that you can trust Me and I will do My best to make this situation better for you. Please write down your doctor’s contact information in case we have to consult each other. She will also get My report by the end of the month. Additionally, let’s monitor your bladder training together. Every hour of the day you need to finish one big glass of water, 8 ounces minimum. For the next 3 days you are only allowed to use the restroom on the even hours. And do not forget to measure the amount your bladder can hold! When you leave, be a good boy and lock the front door.”
Part 3
The first meeting with Domina filled me with deep desire and satisfaction. It all came back, the adoration for this beautiful Woman, the lust for Her perfect curves and the desire to serve and please Her. I followed Her instructions but the trigger file still remained a mystery. While I listened, I had no clue what the file was about, as if Domina would talk in a different language and shortly thereafter I had forgotten the little that I understood before. I was stuck. The trigger, however, worked now with 100% certainty. I realized that I had 2 seconds – when my eyes focused on a pair of yummy breasts I could count: one Mississippi – two Mississippi – then pee like a Mississippi river.
Several times I had an accident during the next three days and made a mental note to finally buy those diapers. But I also realized how impressed I was by Domina’s hypnotic powers and how aroused I got by the fact of how dependent and under Her control I was under Her therapy. Every time my trousers were soaked in warm liquid I got a hard erection from the presence of Her power and the humiliation I had to endure. I had to rush home, not only to clean myself up but also to jerk off to the sound of Domina’s giggles in my head.
I could hardly wait for the next opportunity to be together with Domina. And when the day finally arrived I was counting the minutes. Domina greeted me in a wide golden sweater that luckily concealed all hints to her enticing breasts. My attention was captured by Her shapely, sexy legs in a tight black miniskirt with a pair of lovely black golden strappy high heels that revealed Her enticing pedicured toes with golden nail polish. “Hihi, I see your attention is on My legs and feet where it belongs! We don’t want to get you in any trouble, do we?” She greeted me and added, “This is a clinical hypnosis session but I wouldn’t mind if you want to greet Me properly.” I dropped to my knees and kissed the straps of Her shoes with great care not to touch the skin of her foot. That would have been totally inappropriate without Her permission.
“Thank You, my Domina, for the cautious choice of our outfit. You look magnificent.” “Follow me,” She said and turned on Her heel and walked inside. My last kiss hit the concrete floor. When I reached the therapy room she giggled, “Oh you can get up now. No need to follow Me on all fours, at least not now.”
As the session started I first told her what has happened during the last three days and she was taking notes and nodding Her head from time to time. “And you did not buy any adult diapers to be more secure?” She asked when I had finished. “No, somehow I always forgot.”
“Oh, poor thing. Wicked Domina played an evil trick on you because She slipped a suggestion into your mind during our first session to forget diapers.” My indignation vanished and arousal kicked in. It always made me horny when She tricked me. A non convincing “Domina, how could you?” was all I could say before She continued. “Don’t question Me, pet, I had good reasons. First, diapers give you the feeling of security, but I thought that the sense of urgency and risk will support you in the process of figuring out what is going on. And second, you should experience and savor the moments to figure out how you feel about it when you pee yourself in public. So tell Me, My pet, how do you feel about your situation?”
And I confessed how aroused I was from the humiliation and the realization of Domina’s Power each time it happened . “This is very interesting, but I think this was the reason you wanted this trigger in the first place. So, let’s do an experiment.” She ordered me to kneel on the stone floor about 10 feet away from Her and repeat 10 times slowly “i get horny when I pee my pants. I want to pee my pants more often to please Domina.” On the 9th repetition Domina lifted her sweater to reveal Her soft breasts in a beautiful red lacy bra… One Mississippi, Two Mississippi and I could not fight the flow. “Wow, this is impressive,” She said. “Now take off your dirty pants and throw them in the washing machine in the basement. There is also a hose you can clean yourself with and a bucked to clean the floor.”
My hard erection wiggled all the time while I accomplished all tasks. Domina basically ignored me and had a phone conversation with an online client. When I was back She pointed me to kneel down in front of Her feet and administered soft and sensual kicks towards my erection. I was desperate with arousal when She combined some pain with my humiliation.
She took off her shoes and started to stroke my cock with Her soft soles while She talked to me in a calm voice: “My pet, I am so happy that you are back and it seems you are also happy to be under my control. You can start thinking of that cock belonging to Me. your erections are to serve Me. Are you sure you want that trigger removed? We are having so much fún with it. Isn’t it precious how it brought you back to Me?” Each time I whispered in pleasure “Yes, Domina.”
“you need a lesson in self control. As long as you don’t look at boobs there is no problem. Do you want Me to teach you better self control?” “Yes Domina.” “Do you want to keep the trigger and learn better self control as My obedient slave?” “Yes Domina.” “OK then. I prepared a paper with the new details of my assignment. Will you sign this for me?” ”Yes Domina.” “Good. Now move to the couch. During today’s session you will be allowed to stroke, but not cum. Gooning for Me and not cumming is a lesson in self control after all.”
Again I woke up from trance totally disoriented. Domina’s in-person hypnosis was much more efficient than the files. My erection was slowly fading. I found Domina in the basement, my clothes were already dry. “Dress yourself up, My pet, and when you are finished please leave the report of the bladder training with amounts of water, urine and times on my desk for Me to review. I need to run now. There is a package of diapers for you on the counter. I felt so bad for you that I bought some. But if you want to impress Me leave them where they are and you can reimburse Me.”
“Yes Domina, Thank You Domina,” was all I could say as she was already rushing out. With the last look of Her strong, shapely legs I felt the warm feeling of desire and submission rise into my flushed cheeks. I was hooked. I left without the package.
Part 4
During the last few weeks I had changed. Domina has made me stronger. My bladder was stronger and I easily could hold 40 ounces. My devotion to Domina was stronger as I was fully committed to Her and Her training again. The trigger was stronger as Domina had tricked me into listening to that special file every day. My will was stronger as I never slipped anymore to “accidentally” look at a woman’s boobs and pee myself, although I had started to like the feeling of warm humiliation.
Domina always took good care that I absolutely loved everything She did to me. Obedience to Domina is pleasure! Domina made sure that if a woman would encourage me to look at Her breasts my will was not important and my humiliation would be what She wanted. She called it my special pee-show. It included wetting myself and reciting a short Mantra of devotion as long as the flow continued. Domina loved that show and rewarded me by calling me Her obedient slave. I was happy to amuse Her and to show my total submission to Her training.
The month was over. Time for my final doctor’s appointment. The receptionist looked at me with a questioning look. “We did not expect you back.” “There might be a misunderstanding, but the doctor told me to show up again after a month of training and hypnosis for a final examination. I had that bladder issue.” The receptionist opened my file and scanned through the pages. “Here it is. Your hypnotist sent the report 3 weeks ago.” My heart dropped as she began to read out loud:
The subject’s urinary incontinence was found to be hypnotically induced as part of an erotic role play that the subject consented to. During the first week of the treatment the subject declared his decision to remain in the current circumstances to further engage in said role plays. The treatment was terminated. Enclosed I have a copy of the declaration he signed.
It was all out! Everyone knew! My throat was bone-dry. I couldn’t speak and I must have gone pale white . The receptionist recognized my situation. “You look miserable, maybe it’s best if I call the doctor while you have a seat.” After a while she came back and said, ”Doctor will see you soon. You should drink at least 5 glasses of water now to prepare for a bladder examination. Please tell me when you are done, then I will call you in.” She handed me a pitcher of water and a glass. I drank and repeated to myself: “Domina knows what is best for me, Domina knows what is best for me. I always obey Domina.” The water and the mantra calmed me down.
I felt the doctor’s eye on me. “Please have a seat,”she said. “First of all, there is no reason to be ashamed! Suppressing our desires can cause unhappiness and even illness in the long run. Michelle is an excellent hypnotist with regards to the clinical side. But also her kinky side is world class, you are a vivid example of that. You can consider yourself a very lucky man to have found such a loving and caring counterpart. During the last few weeks I had some inspiring conversations with her. We decided to work together more often in the future.” I interrupted. “Thank you, I was so nervous, I am sorry.” With a stern look she cut me off. “There are some fundamental rules inside this room. First, you will only speak when I ask you a question or allow you to speak. Second, you will address me as Ma’am or Mistress. Third, you will never question my therapy, it is well discussed and agreed between Michelle and I and be assured this is in your own best interest. Do you understand?”
“Yes Ma’am.” “Good. As your Doctor I also decided to support your case and development, there are some sexual practices that might benefit from medical supervision. For today we will just do a general checkup. So get undressed, now.” Eager to obey I was naked in less than a minute and as the cold air hit my skin I started to feel my bladder. I had to press my knees together and wiggled from side to side. “Do you have any questions?” Indeed I had a lot of questions and the most urgent one I did not want to ask right away. “Could you please explain what kind of practices you were referring to, Mistress?” She examined the skin in the pubic area and answered. “Well, to start with I will hand you a lotion to treat the skin irritations from your shaving. But this is more like treating punishment marks. Then prostate check ups, infection prevention in case of prolonged chastity,
implanting microchips under your skin, supervising hormone treatments and so on. Any other questions?”
“Yes, Mistress, May I please use the restroom, Mistress?” She started to smile wickedly. “Well, the ultrasonic was just a pretext to fill your bladder. Michelle told me so much about your pee-show. I just have to see it for myself. Get on your knees and look at my breasts right now!” She started to unbutton her blouse revealing the top of two smooth breasts bulging out of a black bra. One Mississippi. She took a beaker. Two Mississippi and positioned it under my cock and then my pee show started. With the flow that emptied my bladder my mind went empty and I started to recite my personal humiliating MANTRA:
You have that power over me –
when I see breasts i have to pee –
there is no chance: a single glance –
will trigger me to wet my pants –
and when i stare, admire cleavage –
the only joy for me is leakage –
When i see breasts i have to pee –
Would you please make fun of me!
I ended up ashamed with a rock hard erection. The doctor was still laughing out loud. “Oh that was really hilarious. Next time I’ll make a video and use it for one of my case studies on hypnosis.” The nurse entered and clasped her hands in front of her mouth when she saw me kneeling in the middle of the room naked and shaved with a rock hard erection. The doctor instructed: “He is ready for a sperm sample. Please do a mucosal swab, tear a blood sample and last but not least he will need some anesthetic cream applied to his penis. Than I will be back for a last consultation.”
THE END
I was still naked when the doctor entered again. “That was a tough 45 min for you. How do you feel right now?” “I think it is much better that you know about my situation Ma’am. Hiding all the kinky things,especially from my doctor, is very difficult. I am grateful for your tolerance and understanding, Ma’am. I guess it is not very common to be surrounded by such kind people, Ma’am.” “That’s good to hear! Actually these were exactly Michelle’s words when we discussed your slave training situation. You are in good hands. Be assured of that! The other thing I discussed with Michelle is your chastity cage. I will install a new medical grade one on you today. It involves a piercing that will heal while the belt is locked on. Is the numbing cream already taking effect?”
I carefully pinched and pressed my cock. “Yes ma’am, I don’t feel anything down there, Mistress” “Fantastic. This will start to wear off in about 30 min, so let’s get started. Lay on the table, please, and I guess it’s better when I cover your head with a surgical cloth. you might prefer not to watch.” At first I felt the coldness of the disinfection but after that I could not tell what she was doing. After not more than 10 minutes she smiled and wiped me clean. What I saw was a tiny thing of shiny metal, not more than an inch in length. I could neither figure out the role of the piercing nor how it was locked and held into place. “Tiny and tight – you will love how comfortable it feels! And about the usage, it will be easy for you to figure out on your own how to urinate. you are the expert for that. Regarding the other uses, well, there are none for you. For cleaning just rub a little soap everywhere and rinse it extensively. That is all for today, I will give you a next appointment in 3 days to check on it. Do you have any questions?”
Indeed I had a question: “How does it unlock and where are the emergency keys, Ma’am? I used to have an emergency key at home in case of medical trouble, Ma’am.” She answered with a smile. “Well, that will be much easier for you with this new device, Your Domina has one key and the second key remains here with me. In case of trouble or just for a checkup you can come to me and you do not need to remove the belt anymore. I will if necessary”
There was nothing to say but “Thank You, Ma’am!” But before I was released into a new life, Mistress Doctor asked, “One last question just out of curiosity. Michelle can remove the trigger easily in just one appointment anytime. Are you aware of that? “Yes, Ma’am i figured that out, but it is not important anymore, I am sure Domina will remove it when it is in HER best interest to do so.”